What I See VS. What You See

Lately, people have been saying I’m motivating, inspirational, kicking @ss…

You know what I see?

Mom and I 3.30.2011

I see her. I see the overweight, unhealthy person I was. I’m finding that at times I’m still there mentally. I still feel like a failure, and a fake. This can’t possibly be what I look like now…

3.22.14 front

I see that picture, and I still see the weight that needs to come off, the emotional turmoil, and the still wonky health.

But I’m changing…I know I am. Slowly that part of the mind that has held me captive is being released from it’s jail. My mind is letting my body go to it’s limits and beyond. *Infinity and beyond, y’all!* I can say this journey is FAR from over, and I’ll be living it for the rest of my life. But in the meantime, thank you for the comments, the ‘atta girls’ and thumbs up. You have NO idea what they mean to me. Even if sometimes I shake my head and think...if only they could see how I’m feeling today

 

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